I just need to get all this out. I would Tweet it, but it’s going to be WAY over 140 characters.
I’m done caring. I used to constantly wonder if people were upset with me, or I’d get my feelings hurt if someone thought something untrue or bad about me. I’ve finally figured out that it doesn’t matter much, does it? I have a few friends who I am 100% comfortable being around. Those are the only people whose thoughts I care about. I know it sounds a bit extreme, but I can’t go on living like this. I figured this all out over the summer. I’m really quite angry at myself for not figuring this out before, but at least I understand now.
With this, I am also becoming more honest with people. If one of my friends or classmates says something that makes me angry, I will tell them. I have started actually voicing my opinion more and it feels so good.  The people who actually care about me will understand and won’t get upset with me.
Of course with this new mentality come some negative parts. I am starting to drift away from some of my friends who don’t particularly see eye to eye with me.  
There’s one friend in particular that I’m referring to here. If you’re reading this, you no doubt know who you are. I’m sorry that things had to end like this. I’m sorry that I can’t talk to your face about it anymore. I feel like that one day that we laid everything out I said everything that needed to be said. I’m sorry that you took that as hard as you did. I don’t want you to be upset or hurt, even though it may seem like I do. All I can hope is that you move on.  I’m nothing special. I honestly don’t know why you, or anyone for that matter, like me.  You seemed to be doing okay for a while, and I thought you had moved on but now I feel like you’re sinking into a depressive-like state again. I have a feeling I’m part of this, and I feel horribly guilty about it. I just can’t deal with this anymore. I’m sorry.